Don't Stand Behind me, I'm Detoxing!!

Yes this weekend is the big weekend. I am going on my diet detox and I am going to stop smoking. So please do me a favor and watch the news, and If you see a woman who looks like she lost her mind thats me!!! Seriously, I have to do this for myself. I mean I talk about wanted to get healthy, wanting to drop a few pounds, and stop smoking. But that is all I am doing is talking. So now the talking stops and the actions starts.

Now is the time for me to take action. I'm excited about finally doing what I keep talking about doing. Getting my mind and body right. Getting my life on the right track. Getting my business off the ground. What's funny is once you start taking actions everything just starts coming together. Once you stop wishing and dreaming and start taking those steps to make those wishes and dreams come true, it's a whole new world.

You know we pray to God for things we want and need. "Oh God please let me win the lottery so I don't have to worry about money any more please God!!" But we never buy a lottery ticket! We pray for that perfect man, but then say all men are dogs. What I have learned and I think it is a very important lesson. First, God is not going to give you what you are not ready for. If you want more money, then you have to be able to hand the money you have right now. Second, you will only get what you think you deserve. Postive thinking and action is how we make our dreams come true.

Come saturday morning, I will start my diet detox and no more smoking. I thought starting it on saturday was the best way to go because of the 3 day weekend. If I'm cranky I can be cranky at home. Even more important, If I am gotta let one lose I can do it in the comfort of my own home. LOL!!! And I know that's going to be the case!! So I just want to tell my family sorry in advance. Don't stanad behind me, I'm Detoxing!!!!

Talk is Cheap, but who can afford actions?

I just came up with that title right off the top of my pretty little head! LOL

I was thinking on my way into work this morning, "Sakina, you have to stop talking and start taking actions or else you will end up right where you are next year wishing on a wing and a pray." Man it is so easy to say that. I am not sure what is holding me back. I know the things that I am working on are going to work out, becuase I can see them starting to pick up. I am not sure if it is fear, money, the unknown or what.

I mean I read all of the books and every single day that I don't do what I need to do so that I can do what I want to do I am kicking myself. I have to say, my ass hurts. So what the hell is going on with me? I wish I knew.

I thought I was going to start of on the wonderful journey and i just ended up across the street from my damn apartment building. I didn't even make it down the block!!! When i realized where I was, that put some fire in my shorts! I have to get things moving and shaking.

Ok, so today I am going to go through my programs which are GDI, UMVE, and my new baby which I am really loving Drink Act. I am going to gather all the information, update my websites, and start working on the flyers.

I am working on starting a women's group. Now this is my most favorite idea that I have come up with so far. I love it because I will be able to be with other women who want to get futher then just across the street from where they are now. We can work together to make our situations better rather it be mental, spiritual, or finincal. I have to work out how this is going to go. I live on staten Island but I don't want to forget my sisters in all the other boroughs. I will work it out.

I think, no I know that I have to just do it. Like Nike says. I mean if I don't, I am the only one who is going to be walking around with my ass hurting.